Dreams

Dreams are a funny thing, aren't they??? They can cause us to wake up in a good mood, bad mood, sad mood and quite often for me, a WTF mood! The craziest thing is that some seem SO real!!! I remember I once called my stepmom in a panick because I had had a terrible dream about my baby brother. I woke up with tears streaming down my eyes and very short of breath. I don't recall telling her specifics about my dream because I didn't want to freak her out but I remember calling just to make sure they were okay and they were! PHEW! I was relieved and then....I went back to bed. hehe.

I think the absolute best was when my friend Dawn just didn't seem too impressed with me for weeks on end. She was short with me, abrupt, rude, and just seem annoyed with my existence which was weird cause as I said before, I'm a pretty cool cat! However, I'm also a HUGE worry-wart so I remember being torn over why she was being so short with me...I mean, I just plain.didn't.get.it!!! So after some sleepless nights due to an abrupt conversation with her I FINALLY said something. I don't remember specifically how the conversation went but I think it was similiar to 'DUDE, WTF?' lol. And when she took the time to think about it she was like 'OMGITWASADREAM!' and I was all like 'SAAAAAY WHAAAAT?' Then we gafawed like NUTS! All I can say is that I'm glad I called her out on it cause I was to the point where I was thinking our friendship would be null and void. I know, I can be quite dramatic! :s
It happened a long time ago but we still chuckle about it when it comes up in conversation. And, I'm happy to report that she is still one of my closest, dearest friends and was my witness on my wedding night. Thank GAWD cause she's pretty freaking awesome! :)

But anyway, back to my dreams. hehe. So last night I had this dream that I was driving...I think I was on Dewdney maybe. You know how dreams are...you're here, you're there, you're everywhere. AND, people change...which just confuses the F out of me! But when I have a dream that I actually remember, I'm always looking for the meaning behind it. So here I am driving and I remember having this dreaded feeling of going somewhere I didn't want to go (quite possibly work).lol. Just kidding! But I felt very alone and the streets were empty and I was downright sad to be on this long road all by my lonesome. And then, OUT OF NOWHERE, I feel some wind cause for no apparent reason I had my window rolled down in the middle of the winter. The weird thing is, it wasn't windy at all and up until this point, everything had been quite still. All the sudden I feel someone touching me and low and behold, it's Keith, reaching for me and taking my hand while he's driving in another vehicle. How bizarre is that?!

Now, I did happen to have a somewhat sleepless night last night due to Keith and his dreams and talking in his sleep which always puts me out of wack cause you know, I LOVE SLEEP! I'll even admit that it makes me raging bitchy some times. :s

So, as much people might like to think the meaning here is that no matter what, he's always with me and will support me in any way possible, I'd like to think that remembering this dream is just plain luck on his part!!!
Why? Because this morning I was ready to shake him till he woke up so that I could ruin his sleep just as he had ruined mine! Have I mentioned that I'm also quite unreasonable when I haven't gotten much sleep? lol.
But now, he's just plain lucky that I might actually consider talking to him and being somewhat nice to him when I get home. He's even luckier if I still make him the scrambled eggs of mine that he enjoys so much! :p

That being said, I hope you all have SWEET DREAMS TONIGHT!!!