Baby blues

Oh, I've got the baby blues, and I'm not talking about my eyes.lol. And NO, I'm not pregnant, however, that is my topic of choice today.

See, when I'm not around babies, it's aaaaalllll good. I think, meh, I have time, we have time, etc....I still feel that way BUT whenever I'm around a baby and/or babies, I feel the lure to rush out and get prego. Okay, well not 'rush' out cause that would mean I was a cheatin' bum, but you get the jist.lol.

As most of my readers know, I have been quizzed numerous times as to whether I was pregnant or not shortly after people found out Keith and I eloped. Hello SHOTGUN wedding (not that there's anything WRONG with that) if that were the case! lol. Anyway, after saying no to drinking at a friend's stagette I was approached by more than one person (away from everyone else) to see if there was a 'certain' reason why I wasn't drinking. I found this to be very funny and not insulting at all as I think people just eat that stuff up, myself included. :p

I have both family and friends that have had children in the past year or two that I absolutely adore seeing. What really gets me, is when the baby/babies dive in for a hug or just stare at me and seem enamoured by me. :) I seriously eat this shit up and it's going to get me in
T R O U B L E!!! I know, realistically, it won't happen any time soon (or at least I hope) cause we're SO NOT READY! I do prefer to do things in some order and I would also prefer that we have a big enough place so that our newborn doesn't have to sleep in a drawer. lol. But I do also prefer that some day (far, far away), when someone corners me to ask me why I'm not drinking, I can whisper back some lie, until I'm ready to tell EVERYONE that I'm pregnant! lol.